Sometimes I feel like I do a lot for other people, I do everything for everyone. In my mind I try to do what’s in the best interest of everyone else and it gets so tiring.. I just wish I had someone to take care of me sometimes. Someone who will put me first, someone who will just take initiative. Someone to make me feel safe… I never feel safe anymore. Sometimes I just think I’m better off alone. I’m better off going places by myself and doing my own thing. Sometimes I feel like I’m the only person in this world, and no one else in the world cares or even knows who I am, but I know I can never be alone. These times when I feel all alone, these are the times when I feel the worst. I crave the feeling of being loved, of being wanted. Sometimes I just need someone to hold me and tell me that everything will be ok. And times like these are when I feel like a weak pitiful person. So what, do I just let it all go, should I stop thinking this way. Maybe I’m just selfish, maybe I just need to keep to myself and continue forward. Sometimes I just want to talk to complete strangers just to have someone to talk to without having to care about the person. I’m tired of caring about people who don’t genuinely care about me.